The Taste of an Enemy : An Enemies to Lovers High School Romance (The Boys of Clermont Bay Book 3) by Holly Renee

Author:Holly Renee [Renee , Holly]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2021-09-01T18:30:00+00:00

Chapter Twelve

Allie

“You have to be there by four-thirty?” Josie huffed over the phone. “That is so unfair. How long are you all going to have to do this?”

“I’m honestly not sure.” I turned down the old back road and slowed my car. It was already almost four-twenty, and I refused to be late. “I guess until Mr. Sneed is content that we’ve made up for trespassing on his property.”

“I still can’t believe you volunteered you both for that. Carson’s not happy.”

“Well, it was really the only option I had, and Carson can kiss my ass.” The thoughts of what he had done to me the last time we were here flashed through my mind, but I tried to shake them off. I didn’t have time to think about that.

It was a mistake, and it never should have happened.

I would never let it happen again.

I saw the way he looked at me when I told him I was a virgin. He was shocked and something else. Freaked out, maybe. Whatever it was, that look on his face was perfectly clear about one thing. He regretted it.

And I shouldn’t have been surprised.

Everything I had ever heard about Carson from other girls was that he was nothing more than a good time. He never kissed on the mouth, and he was even less likely to come back for more.

Carson didn’t have girlfriends or fuck buddies or anything in between. He just fucked whoever he wanted to, then he moved on.

That thought made my chest feel like it was caving in, and not for me. I could handle Carson never wanting to do anything with me or touch me in any way again.

I would crave it like crazy. Every time I saw him, I knew it would be the thing that constantly haunted my mind, but it didn’t matter.

What bothered me the most was that Carson could pretend like this was who he was. He could make himself believe that this was all he was worth.

“Yeah. I’m sure he’d love to.” Josie laughed and guilt washed over me as I pulled into the old gravel driveway and stopped at the gate.

I hadn’t told Josie or Frankie about what happened the other night. Of course, they knew about the cops and the agreement I made with Mr. Sneed to keep us out of trouble, but I didn’t tell either of them about what happened before that.

I couldn’t tell them about how I let Carson put his mouth on my body even though he didn’t even attempt to kiss my lips. I didn’t want to face the fact that even though I didn’t want to admit it, I always held on to the belief that I was still more important to Carson than any of these other girls.

He treated me like he hated me, but I still held on to hope that deep down, he still loved me as the best friends that we were. It was stupid and immature, and I didn’t want to see that truth staring back at me in my friends’ faces.

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